insde cas

6.30.2006
 
haha i guess yearly is my routine for new posts here.

been busy working on my upcoming art shows.

been taking lots of pictures of plants.

got a working printer again.

starting to work on more artwork.

settling in at the new job.

enjoying tawny port.


5.19.2005
 
my god,

no entries in over a year.

gah.

well, life has a way of getting in the way, doesn't it?
i guess it started a while back when i started dating chrissy. she's monoplolized all my free time since.

but i feel a tide turning, a wave crashing and receeding. nothing left to do but to ride it out. i'm not sure what'll be left after it, but all i can hope for is positive things.

i've been in a creative slump for the last year or so. even with a new camera, not much of anything has come out of it. trying to regress myself to a point where i had energy, drive, determination, motivation, and creativity. why do i feel so much different now than i did just a few years ago? has the world crushed my soul? only now, i'm finally getting up, brushing the dust off of my shoulders and getting on with things. yet i'm still on this wave, still struggling in it, but at least i feel like now i'm getting on top of it and ready to ride it through.


3.24.2004
 
saw a great quote today and now i can't find it again.

Flaming lips saying something about no longer responding or reacting to other music, and creating a dialog between them, they are now making music that does not reference other music.

gah, i'll try finding it again later


3.22.2004
 
love insnares the soul like a vine climbing a tree.

sometimes it's sybiotic, sometimes parasitic.

sometimes i'm not sure which it is that has me.

the love is infesting my soul, and i'm not sure what to make of it.

shall it make me stronger and persevere, or will it drag me down and suffocate me?

i do not know, and i beleive only time shall tell.

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6.10.2003
 
i like brass.
i dislike gold
i like bamboo
i like silver
i like old tools
i like dirty yellows and ochres and oranges
i like fur
i like contrast
i like smoke
i like the ocean
i like photographs, old, yellowed, black and white, sepia
i like photographing
i like chartreuse
i like pale greens
i like deep reds
i like natural leather
i like watching things grow
i like experiments
i like paintings
i like technology
old technology intrigues me
i like copper
i like fire
i like making
i like soft lighting
i like change


6.04.2003
 
yet another new doo. pics forthcoming


3.09.2003
 
new hairdo: